Apology

To the most precious person I have ever lost:
I just wanted to say sorry
Sorry for everything I did I wasn't supposed to do
Sorry for everything I did not do and I was supposed to
Sorry for every word I didn't say
Sorry for neglecting you every day
Sorry for making you feel I didn't want you
Sorry for thinking that I was not enough for you
Sorry for being such a selfish guy
Sorry for leaving without even a try
Sorry for being obliged to lie
and Sorry for being unable to say how sorry am I
And
I wish I could get you back someday
I wish my words to your heart find their way